Can’t sleep after a stressful week of daygaming. Might as well write down my thoughts to reinforce my learnings. I opened this girl on the old town square while drinking with my two wings. The set was felt immediately on. We stood really close and she let me touch her.
After careful texting, I managed to get her out on a first date a few days later. The date went good: I escalated hard in the cherry wine bar, touching her all over. She lapped it up. I bounced her to the Long Island bar next door where I quickly kissed her. She offered quite some resistance under the pretense that she cheated on her boyfriend and therefore felt guilty kissing another guy. Even though we are both single.
I bounced her to mine where I managed to get my dick out and she wanking me off a bit. She gave me a hard “no” when I tried to take off her pants. She walked out but we still kept on texting the day after.
Fast forward to three days later, I was sipping beers with my wings in a bar. She texted if she could come over to see me. I was happy because just half an hour earlier, I had a Latvian redhead at my place across the bar that wouldn’t go beyond kissing. Frustrating.
The Turk showed up - literally to just say “hi”. This planted the seed that she was just tooling for attention. To my surprise1 she texted me late at night. This is where I made a wrong decision. I thought she was just fishing for attention, but afterward I realized she genuinely wanted to come over. Instead of just agreeing to the yes by saying “Okay, come over” I gave her a strong push which ultimately put her off.
It was in in-the-moment impulsive decision, fueled by my frustration from the silly redhead. Had I taken the time to calm down for five minutes and think careful about the set, I would have banged the 21 year old Turk.
On the other hand, we never know what is truly going on in a girl’s mind - was she ever going to put out? I may never find out. Whether she recovers from the push remains to be seen. I still have five days left in Riga.
Not really. ↩︎