Today1 it finally hit me, I have to really break up with my Italian Gym Rat. I broke up with her on 30 November, which is a bit more than 4 months now. Haven’t had contact with her ever since. Not once have I slipped or gave her any signal of my life, besides several changes in my profile picture on WhatsApp. Because neither one of us is on social media, it’s as if my life paused for her on that day. ...
The Belarusian blondie who game to visit me in Warsaw paid me a visit in Amsterdam. I initially called her the next day after she left Warsaw to tell her I’m “breaking up”. Concretely, telling her that I’m not after anything serious and don’t want to “fuck with her mind”. She reciprocated by stating “she always understood it this way”1. … but then I got horny one night and suggested she paid a visit to the Van Gogh museum. Naturally, we never went to that museum. We literally only fucked for two days in my apartment. I remember us briefly going out twice for a walk: once at lunch to get a sandwich, and once in the evening to get spacecake. ...
Last week I left my IT-contracting business and stared a high-pressure corporate sales job. That’s right - I went back into Corporate after swearing I’d never to that. Three things spurred this change: I was absolutely done with IT1 I had natural aptitude for sales and networking It’s one of the best companies in the fastest growing industries that pays me handsomely A few changes I noticed w.r.t. daygame: My time is a lot more limited now. So far, I only managed to quit work at 6 PM (which isn’t too bad really) but in February it’s already dark and often cold and rainy at this time. Thus I only went out to do sets on Saturday. ...
This is the second weekend I’ve done daygame in Amsterdam. Previous Saturday I did one set and weaseled about 4. Today I’ve done one set as well and weaseled only one. All in all I have to say that it’s much less setty than Eastern Europe. I have walked for over an hour today with my eyes wide open without spotting a single set I liked. To be fair, we’re still in the middle of winter with today’s weather hovering around freezing despite the sunny weather. ...
I always love returning to Berlin. It’s the city my daygame adventure began, with my first ever daygame lay who became my Turkish regular. Needing a place to crash, I took her up on her offer to host me whenever I’m passing through. So I let her know I’d arrive Friday early afternoon and leave on Sunday. The weekend itself was intense: we always explore our limits together. It’s as if I’m her safe escape. I love taking her to clubs and other seedy places where she wouldn’t be able to go by herself. She only goes on these adventures with me 1. ...