I’m writing this lay report more than a year after the fact. Honestly, I don’t remember much about this encounter. There’s a reason to it: it’s an experience I’m trying to forget.
The girl wasn’t pretty, but she was young. A 19 year old Turkish student from Istanbul. She was properly horny though, and seemed pretty determined to lose her virginity to me.
I’m writing these lines mostly to remind myself where I come from: in the early months of my daygame career, I opened girls I didn’t fancy that much, because I could rely on my superior looks to make up for my complete lack of Game. Running these girls through the process, provided me with the desperately needed evidence that the model worked. And they got laid with a guy more attractive than them.
Long story short: her disappointment with the encounter was amplified by both her high expectations and horniness and my shitty performance. After fumbling around for a while, trying to get hard, I remember finishing in what must have been less than five minutes, immediately regretting the whole decision.
We both played it cool, sparing the other’s feelings, and exchanged some light chit-chat before parting ways - never to see each other again.
I swore to myself to only open girls that I actually wanted to fuck…