I worked from home today because my Czech girl came over. Not a crazy head-turner, pretty Czech face, slim figure with great tits, and mostly very young - 19 years.
She was supposed to go for a walk around Amsterdam. And she was lucky: the weather pas unusually sunny for the time of the year. I sent her some cool quirky spots to check out in her free time.
What happened instead?
She spent the whole day in my living room watching TikTok’s on her mobile phone. I regularly checked in with how she was doing on my workbreaks, and I only saw her with the damn phone in hand, eyes peeled to the screen. Granted, she ate a whole piece of spacecake (even though I told her to start with a quarter).
Nevertheless, she wasn’t that high. I just can’t imagine pissing away an entire day in another country being indoors and not doing anything…
Then again, when I was 19 I was a spotty, slightly nerdy university student working hard to not fail the notoriously hard first year of engineering studies. I specifically recall my neck being completely locked from the constant stress and hunching over my books. Fast forward to today, I’m getting yelled at in my face on my 20th cold call, busting my ass to make enough money to, not only afford my own quality of life, but also financing her “day in Amsterdam”.
Would someone have paid my 19 year old spotty ass a free ticket and restaurant dinner to see a foreign city?
I doubt it, and I can’t deny I feel a slight resentment toward her, or rather society, how its structured to deify certain individuals (hot young girls) while grinding others (nerdy engineering students) to the bone.
I doubt it, and I can’t deny I feel a slight resentment toward her, or rather society, how its structured to deify certain individuals (hot young girls) while grinding others (nerdy engineering students) to the bone.
Then again.. I’m in my thirties living, probably, the best years of my life. If she was in her thirties, I wouldn’t have spent a dime on her. So let her enjoy it while it lasts, bless her.